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My name is Adam. I will be posting immature banter, photography, paintings, music videos, music, and other random shit I find interesting. If you don't like what I post, unfollow me. Shit talk is not necessary.
Nov 26
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I am thankful for Gabso.

I am thankful for Gabso.

Nov 24
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By the end of the day

Your nothing more but pixels on a computer screen.

Nov 22
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GABSO

You take my breath away.

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Right away, great captain!- Like lions do

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I just need you.

Nov 19
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Day tweleve Every time I smoke a cigarette I hear a timer in my head. Keep smoking kid, your life is going to end short. I remember once someone told me I look attractive when I’m smoking. I don’t see why. I look like what I smoke. Disgusting. Gabso called me today to tell me something I wasn’t prepared for. He is HIV positive. A lot of things are racing through my mind, and when I told my family. They told me not to attempt a relationship with him. They are worried that I might catch it. My mind is flustered, and I’m not sure what too say. All I was able to get out of my mouth was, “I don’t care, it’s not who you are. It’s something you have, and I’m intelligent enough to see beyond it.” I stick by my words, and for some reason. I don’t think I’m going to regret them. For the first time, I think someone understands me. I’m not going to let this get in my way. I’ve let too many good things pass me by, and this one isn’t. Tomorrow I’m going to tell him this. I’m also going to work for the salvation army for a couple of weeks. I thought it would be nice too do something for the public, then think about myself all the time. So starting tomorrow night I officially am one of those annoying bell ringers. The people watching part of the job is going to be great though. I’m sure I’m going to bump into a couple of odd balls. Overall my day has been overwhelming. Hopefully tomorrow goes by a lot smoother after I get some things off my mind. I’m going to wake up early, and Mediate for a couple of hours. Then off too boston too see Gabso, good night tumblr.

Day tweleve

Every time I smoke a cigarette I hear a timer in my head. Keep smoking kid, your life is going to end short. I remember once someone told me I look attractive when I’m smoking. I don’t see why. I look like what I smoke. Disgusting.

Gabso called me today to tell me something I wasn’t prepared for. He is HIV positive. A lot of things are racing through my mind, and when I told my family. They told me not to attempt a relationship with him. They are worried that I might catch it. My mind is flustered, and I’m not sure what too say. All I was able to get out of my mouth was, “I don’t care, it’s not who you are. It’s something you have, and I’m intelligent enough to see beyond it.” I stick by my words, and for some reason. I don’t think I’m going to regret them. For the first time, I think someone understands me. I’m not going to let this get in my way. I’ve let too many good things pass me by, and this one isn’t. Tomorrow I’m going to tell him this.

I’m also going to work for the salvation army for a couple of weeks. I thought it would be nice too do something for the public, then think about myself all the time. So starting tomorrow night I officially am one of those annoying bell ringers. The people watching part of the job is going to be great though. I’m sure I’m going to bump into a couple of odd balls.

Overall my day has been overwhelming. Hopefully tomorrow goes by a lot smoother after I get some things off my mind. I’m going to wake up early, and Mediate for a couple of hours. Then off too boston too see Gabso, good night tumblr.

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Afternoon.

I’m going out soon to hang out with my cousin, and Daniel. I’m probably going to go get high, and not give a fuck about anything. I’m not going to have my phone on me, simply because I’m sick of having it. I’m sick of having to reply to every single text message, and answer every single call. I like privacy, sorry. I’ll see ya guys later.

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I’M NOT SOMEONE YOU CAN TALK DIRTY TOO

Have some class stupid fuckers.

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Day eleven, late Gabso told me last night that he really likes me. I had no idea what too say. I guess a part of me likes him too. He is handsome, and very charming. Not only that, but I can talk to him about music for hours. I can’t do that with anyone I know. They know nothing of the music I like, but he knows everything. We constantly show each other new bands, and talk about ones we both enjoy. I enjoy his company a lot, and I feel safe around him. So I guess I do like him, but my feelings for someone else is preventing me from telling him I feel the same. There are two people I enjoy a lot, one live very close to me. The other lives on the other side of the country. It should be obvious which one I should go with. But the other guy, well he always takes my breath away. I think I’m going to dissappear for a while.

Day eleven, late

Gabso told me last night that he really likes me. I had no idea what too say. I guess a part of me likes him too. He is handsome, and very charming. Not only that, but I can talk to him about music for hours. I can’t do that with anyone I know. They know nothing of the music I like, but he knows everything. We constantly show each other new bands, and talk about ones we both enjoy. I enjoy his company a lot, and I feel safe around him. So I guess I do like him, but my feelings for someone else is preventing me from telling him I feel the same. There are two people I enjoy a lot, one live very close to me. The other lives on the other side of the country. It should be obvious which one I should go with. But the other guy, well he always takes my breath away.

I think I’m going to dissappear for a while.